Fun and Stuff- Merry Christmas!

So, heeeeellloo, sexy people! :D Christmas is going pretty good. Let me just make one thing clear-

1. I didn't get an iPod Touch
2. I didn't get a camera.

Besides the fact that my parents are not really letting my creativity and imagination in photography in nature flow, I've been pretty chill. The clothes I got were alright. I really don't mean to sound ungrateful, but everyone else got better presents, and all my cousins got some sort of better thing. Rebecca- a DSI XL (electronic video game) Eileen- More and better clothes than me. And lastly, what really hurt- Michael, who has an iPod Touch, got a professional camera.

My mother was furious. I really, want to get into detail, but I can't...

The only cool presents I got were from my parents. A cute winter set with a hat, gloves, and matching scarf, and my grandma gave me some really cute vintage lace-up boots. Esmeralda got me some clothes from the store she works at- Nautica. But she got me a really cute bag. It can go over the shoulder, it's small too. That, sirs, is currently my bag. :)

I also got a Hello Kitty watch. I'm not a fan, at all, but it is gorgeous. Now, if I can only learn how to tell time...

Alas, time for the best present that seemed to cheer me up most. Has anyone ever heard of Groupon?

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My mom and Marco (my uncle) bought me a 100 dollar gift certificate to American Apparel!! Oh, alas, the night was darling! :) She got the paper from Groupon.
And tomorrow we're spending it, I think. Also, Mani's birtday was on the 23, so Happy Birthday to her, and Happy Birthday to my grandpa, in heaven...miss you, papa! :)

And to everyone else, Merry Christmas! :D

Walking In A Winter Wonderland

Hello.
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As you can see, I am both sad and happy. Nothing is really new.
Except for Esme's bird George went missing. I have met him only once. She talked so much about him.... it felt like I knew him. Esme updated her Facebook just saying she was crying..not why, so i messaged her. Poor Esmeralda. I feel so bad for her..it's pathetic! She used to refer to him as "Stupid George.." but it was definitely out of love, she just had a weird way of showing it. </3

Today, we sent some stuff out to Pennsylvania (Guero (Mathias) and Autumn) it was their Christmas presents. We ate at Panda Express with my tia Laura. She's leaving to Cancun tomorrow morning. Lucky. Yesterday, we got off for Winter Break for 3 weeks. 3 weeks. I love it. Well is all. Well, tomorrow I might get my phone back. Just one more happy point. Still, I have -70 happy points.

To Esmeralda-
George knew he you all were good to him. Don't worry, he's fine. I am here for you, and I'll do whatever to help you get through this. Good luck in finding him baby girl.

Oh, What The Hell.

Lately, I haven't been posting. (I apologize for that). So, um, my grades are hella low. C's in (almost) every class. Beirsdorf has crossed my line. He's crossed the very end of the line. The very end.

I have spoken about what I want for Christmas. I've crossed out everything, leaving out ONLY 2 things. (One I guess, considering I won't get the other, a camera) One is an iPod and the other, a camera. I am oh, so very determined to raise my grades! When I'm in class though, it all vanishes! It makes it really hard for me to learn when Mr. Beirsdorf stop the whole class JUST to LECTURE someone who isn't paying attention or isn't sitting the WAY he WANTS them too! Ridiculous! I really want to raise my grades. I do. Really. If raising my grades means getting an iPod, hell, I'll do anything for it!! ANYTHING.

Really? I can't believe anything anymore. Nope.

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For Those Who Feel Alone

Today was supposed yo be a great day, I expected. Then, my sister pulled my hair very sharply. My mom yelled at me and blamed it on me. I'm sorry for even saying this, but I considered suicide. And keep in mind, you're reading a seventh grader's diary. And honestly, I'm fine now. I'm scared, though. I don't know why or what I'm afraid of. Okay, i'm crying again. It's been such a rough week. Walking home, all the time, being bullied again, toooo much homework, angry parents!!!! What else am I supposed to take in? I take Mr. Beirsdorf's crap all the time!!!! I can't go on, and I'm been pressured in to participating in a geography bee! I haven't studied for the freaking geography test we're having tomorrow... I cannot be under pressure for much longer. I really can't and I'm sorry for not being strong. This isn't a suicide note! (Just throwing it out there!) What the hell!! I really need to relax and it isn't happening.  I can't imagine my week going any worse. I feel very depressed and, literally, I've been pushing myself too hard in school. Juggling math!! (I have something due; an objective for Accelerated Math, due tomorrow; 3 & 4, and I haven't even passed 1 & 2!) It is way too hard for me to be in a particular area that- That I can't work with.

And of, course, for those who feel alone- keep in mind- it will get better, at one point. Don't give up and remember there is always someone to make you feel up, when you're down. :)

Till then, keep reading, loves. :)