For Those Who Feel Alone

Today was supposed yo be a great day, I expected. Then, my sister pulled my hair very sharply. My mom yelled at me and blamed it on me. I'm sorry for even saying this, but I considered suicide. And keep in mind, you're reading a seventh grader's diary. And honestly, I'm fine now. I'm scared, though. I don't know why or what I'm afraid of. Okay, i'm crying again. It's been such a rough week. Walking home, all the time, being bullied again, toooo much homework, angry parents!!!! What else am I supposed to take in? I take Mr. Beirsdorf's crap all the time!!!! I can't go on, and I'm been pressured in to participating in a geography bee! I haven't studied for the freaking geography test we're having tomorrow... I cannot be under pressure for much longer. I really can't and I'm sorry for not being strong. This isn't a suicide note! (Just throwing it out there!) What the hell!! I really need to relax and it isn't happening.  I can't imagine my week going any worse. I feel very depressed and, literally, I've been pushing myself too hard in school. Juggling math!! (I have something due; an objective for Accelerated Math, due tomorrow; 3 & 4, and I haven't even passed 1 & 2!) It is way too hard for me to be in a particular area that- That I can't work with.

And of, course, for those who feel alone- keep in mind- it will get better, at one point. Don't give up and remember there is always someone to make you feel up, when you're down. :)

Till then, keep reading, loves. :)